I am so sick to death of always having the thought about my weight and wanting to loose it. I feel like I've been at it forever and I'm over the struggle. I want to be at my goal and I want it now. I'm sick of people saying "Nothing happens over night, it's a long process" like FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I need to re motivate and become the strictest I have ever been, because I refuse to spend another summer being one of these girls that wish to laze around in a bikini but instead choose to cover up because they feel gross and fat. Every year my family spends two weeks in the summer at the beach so that is one big motivator.
I also feel that now because I have announced this to the world (Even though it will most likely never get read by anyone) I will feel even more compelled to stay strong.
My ideal weight is 50. I think that is slightly below the healthy weight range for my height but in all seriousness I don't give a shit.
Lovely now that's off my chest I might ponder over a few pictures that give me inspiration.
Oh and for my sake I will update on my progress, because it kinda feels nice putting my thoughts on paper (theoretically.)
xx
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since 50 kilos is underweight you wouldn't be able to eat anything to maintain it. im pretty happy at 55 now. i can eat normally during the day and not stress about gaining or losing weight. and ive gotten over that whole wanting to be stick thing.. i reckon stick to 55 like me. since you're taller you will look skinner then me at 55 kilos.
ReplyDeleteI know really I will bounce around and be happy with being between 50 - 55. I know at 55 I will be able to look in the mirror without wanting to vomit. And according to my healthy weight range I can go down as low as 53 and still be classed as healthy so I'm aiming for around that. My first goal is to be 55 before december 24th! which is roughly 19 weeks away, so its definately do-able. And you are hot at 55, I will be happy if I look the same when I reach there! x
ReplyDeletehahahaha immm overr trying to be a stick. there's not happiness when it's all yu think about.
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